saya rindu besties saya...

saya rindu kan besties saya... sila maafkan saya ini...

huwaaaa.... selepas sekian lama x jumper... after almost 2 month x jumper... akhirnyer tgah hr td... kami wat reunion.. yg kelakarnya... kami byk ddk dlm kereta n habiskan masa bersama.... we chit chat n gossiping...

area 1.30 pm besties ak jemput.. ak yg last lah.. sbb umah ak kat puchong.. kami mulakan perjalanan dgn pergi alamanda.. niat di hati nak mkn dkt taman warisan... lepas tuh ramai giler org.. kami terus balik mkn dekat bkt puchong... mkn makanan pantai timur... ader nasi kerabu nasi dagang n yg penting keropok lekor yg super sedap.... pergilah try kat rahimah kitchen berbaloi-baloi...

then perot dah kenyang meneruskan ekspedisi.. pergi ker bukit raja.... lalulah shah alam..ingatkan nak singgah seksyen 7 lepak minum.. tp x jadik plak... sbb ramai sgt org kat depan jackel tuh... biasalah sehari sebelum bermulanya ramadhan...

then seterusnyer nak pergi tmn connought nak collect member ak punyer road tax... settle dah.. seterusnyer follow jer road dah sampai key el.. lepak plak kat dataran merdeka... lalu jer sogo n maju junction mall.. ramai gleer gak org... sepanjang jln tar usah di kenang.. tp allowance tak masuk lg.. so no money no talk lah maa.....

seterunyer terus balik umah.. nasib bek jln x jem sgt.. lalu dpn mid valley then amik jln puchong balik umah ikot jln klang lama...

dah sampai puchong... lepak minum dekat restoran belanga.. babe dah lama x mengeteh mcm ney.. miss that tyme very much... akhirnyer dpt wat mcm dulu.. ingat janji kiter nak buka sama okkay...

even gossiping.. keluarlah mcm2 cerita.. termasuk citer di genting... hahah... dah lama gak ak x wat keje giler... n berceriter seperti tiada hari esok... n to mr eyes ur name disebut.. sila jgn batok2.. hahhaha... those pics.. memorable.. shy2 cat jer ak ney....

akhirnya balik umah n make sure sumer org balik before maghrib... selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa n solat terawikh....

letter for future me

dear future me,

hi. i'm you, only five years younger... important question.. are you finally happy? its strange how i value this absent happiness now but yet find ways to excuse myself from it. i hope you're no longer like me! please tell me that you're at a stage where you no longer think a man will complete yo. or that a big mac will make you fat. i hope that everything going well for you right now, and you're doing something you love. i just wanted to remind you of the biggest lesson that came from what happened during those 2 years. today is a good day. no matter how bad things get, no matter how difficult it might be to go on, no matter how pointless everything might feel, today is always going to be 'good day' because you're still here , living one more day in your life.there are other lesson from that day as well, stay close to your friends, cherish the family you have left. be a little more selective to whom you open your heart to. eat more fruit. but most of all, remember to cherish the day THAT YOU HAVE

freedom

what does freedom mean to you?
possessing the ability to follow your instincts, knowing nothing is in your way.

how do you see yourself in 10 years?
someone who still make other laugh, or an explorer...

harry potter

finally.. dpt gak tgok harry potter.. hari tuh ingat nak tgok kat genting... 3d jer ader.. cet.. mahal melampau plak.. finally ptg td dpt gak ak tgok.. hahahah...

ending yg besh... hehe... personally ak suker ending dier.. hehe.. sweet giler anak harry potter... ader satu scene yg menyentuh ht.. maser dier meet family dier b4 he really want to die... ker ak mmg ratu air mata... ceh ak tgok teater pun menangis.. hahahha...

the rest mmg best... coz ak baca novel dier.. even bkn collecter tp ak sudi gak pinjam buku tuh.. tp baca novel lg besh... same goes to citer twilight.. this yr gak kuar twilight - breaking dawn... even dah thu flow citer ttp excited nak tgok movie dier...

kedekut...

My mom said.. Never say never...'kedekut' with 3 things... firstly.. with a book.. second with foods.. and lastly with myself... heheheh... but financial planning must done from the first pays..

desire and needs... if it is before shopping.. supposed list all the desire and needs.. one step at the shopping complex with the beautiful number of discount.. all the desire will be decreasing slowly and will be added to needs prioritize... hahaha...

window shopping is nonsense for me.. if no money never ask me to go shopping.. simple right? my money.. not others money.. if i have to company someone to go shopping i will confirm that in my pursue at least have 50 ringgit.. enough for car fuel, toll, ticket movie and foods...

but I missed to do those thing with my besties.. missed you already.. since you have to extend your class up to 3 months.. reason of accreditation… miss you a lot…

usha

huwaa... semenjak dah start duk umah ney.. haruslah jari jemari ak rajin nak update blog kan... yerlah pc ngan lcd 17' ney mmg luas pemandangan... puas hati dgn streamyx... owh unifi biler lah boleh guner... hahhaha....

td br balik dr breakfast dkat 2nd tempat fav breakfast.. restaurant 'pedas' dekat tesco tuh... then gi usha tempat keje... okay sila byr tol 4.4 setiap hari yer.. kalu naik motor free.. lalalla.... naik moto jimat.. lg pown dekat jer dgn umah.. btol2 lepas summit usj yg tak best.. x per leh lepak kat 'canyon black coffee'... beshnyer....

huwaaa... allowance pown 1500 ader hati nak mkan tmpat mahal.. puasa di ruumah beshnyer.. yer lah dari zaman sekolah dah merantau school jejauh.. memuler school kat pahang.. then dipl kat perak n degree dekat melaka.. nasib bek master part time n boleh piilih sendiri.. if not negeri maner lg.. tp ak teringin gak gi sabah sarawak.. huwaaa nangish...

lepas raya leh start balik gym hokkay... yerlah badan dah nek okay.. badan ak sihat walafiat after school.. yerlah ak dah stop hackey mendadak giler... mmg makan tidur aderlah fav.. maser praktikal ak join gym for 6 month.. dah balik melaka.. just main futsal ngan badminton.. so mari lah ber 'squash' kembali.. ayuh sihat kan minda...

nak swim... biler eks.. lepas raya okay... semua lepas raya.. mmg lambat lah mid term goal ak... 'scuba diving' license... huhuhu... jet ski dah try bawak sendiri okay... jom bercuti nak.. hahahha... waaa... fulus wa tarak... plan balik lerw...

okay... skang turn ak masak k.. panggilan pulau okay.. hari ney menu... nasi tomato.. yummy...



silalah menjamu mata jer....

journey

dag dig... step seterusnyer sekarang ney career... cemaner eks.. short term goal.. carik keje yg penting wat master part time... antara calon univ aderlah um.. sbb antara univ yg dekat ngan umah.. kalu sbb yuran.. uitm plg murah.. heeheh...

td dah usha program dekat um.. master in telecommunication.. menarik.. mmg kesinambungan course ak lah.. tp ak suker psychology.. if ader rezeki ak nak usha course psychology after short term goal ak termakbul... doa2lah...

yg course psycho tue ak dah usha dekat help institute.. hehehe... ramai tanya naper tak sambung full time master... entah tp ak nak career.. n at the same time nak capai2 impian ak.. mungkin phd tu jauh... tp usaha tangga kejayaan...

td dah wat cashflow planning.. yuran master utk setahun leh guna balance wit scholar yg balance.. scholar ak ader lg sethn.. oleh sbb course ak 4 thn dah di transfer credit jd 3 years... so leh gune utk masa depan... hahaha... utk balance lg sethn.. simpan wit lah dr wit keje...

itu antara planning.. utk keje start mgu depan.. ingat nak carik umah sewa area usj.. keje pun deekat energy and utilities sime darby.. area usj 7.. so menjimatkan masa... weekend balik puchong...

then.. ckp pasal sdmap (sime darby management apprentice programmed)dah habis dah pg td.. the whole morning dgn mata ngantuk sbb semalam lepak kat goh tong jaya ngan bebudak ney.. having black coffee at genting.. best jugak.. layan jer...

n about ceremony pg td.. just biasa jer.. plg tak sangka award about bussiness communication tuh.. okay.. ak mmg blur jer masa amik award tuh.. ak tak taw dr segi aper yg dia org judge.. even test pown ader yg lebih bek ok.. what ever it is thanks jugak.. millions okay... to Sir Ijan n the english fasi too... will add you in social network later...

n... see ya...

hati

sambil ak wat post ney ak tgah dgr lagu kiss - because im a girl... mmg sedih giler.. sesuai dgn entry ak ney.... nak cakap ttg hati.. tp ak sendiri tak tahu ap yg ader dlm hati...

hati?
ko sihat tak....?
sakit yg lama dah terubat ker?

ak rasa ak memerlukan kekuatan hati lain untuk bertaut... untuk refresh kembali... tp hati ak tak pernah mati.. sbb adernnyer kasih sayang... ak sayang kan semua org.. even pd org yg sakitkan hati ini...

mata selalu tertaut... kenapa hati ini tak membenarkan mata yg tertaut jatuh ke hati... bukalah hati... huwaaa... mcm sedih nor... kan...

entahlah.. ak sentiasa mencari kekuatan dgn membaca... tak kisah lah buku ker blog ker... kekadang ak rasa ak pelik jugak.. kalau org tanya ak.. cemana ak merawat hati yg luka.. ak ckp ak gi mph kinokuniya ngan popular... tp favourite spot ak mph midvalley... sbb biler ak membaca n fokus pada bacaan ak.. ak mcm berada di alam yg len n melupakan aper yg menyakitkan hati ak.. walaupun untuk seketika...

ak sedang bersedih ker? tak juga.. tp mood ak memainkan peranan penting... di kala umur nak masuk 24 thn ney.. ak lebih suka menjadi pendengar setia... ak lebih suka melihat n berfikir dr berkata2...

ke mana pergi azah yg suka kacau org.. yg suka wat dajjal.. n suka menyembang tak kire masa... n azah yg suka wat keje giler...

yg ak tahu azah yg suka wat keje giler masih ader.. tp kegilaan dier dah tak seperti dulu.. matangkah ak? entahlah... tp kesakitan membuatkan ak mati... oh zaman remaja ak baru bermula...

ak suka mata... dgn mata ak boleh kenali ht budi n keikhlasan.. ak suker mendengar sambil melihat anak mata... tp kekadang ak yg larikan anak mata.. malu ker? tak selesa ker? hahhaha.. tp ak suker.... jd lihatlah ke mata ak n katakan sesuatu yg tak boleh dikatakan dgn kata2...

setengah hati... ak sentiasa memberikan sepenuh hati... namun jika jiwa melayang ak tak tahu nak kembalikan...

but latelly nie pelik.. mata ini.. tp separuh hat ini.. hahahah...

mata ini suka melikat sepasang mata... mungkin sepasang mata itu should be had someone yg punya... ak yakin dier dah ader someone... age should be two years more dr ak... tp ak suka melihat mata itu... setiap kali mata ini tak boleh lari dr melihat mata itu.. to mrs sepasang mata... pinjam ek mr sepasang mata... for just two days left... nak tgok mr sepasang mata... heheeh.... lets moon be my confession... those eys will be seen tonite n tomorrow...

day after... those eyes will be invisible..n being far n cant go through even search in the dreams...

hahhaha....

finally i'm back

after half year i move from blogspot to tumblr... pintu hati terbuka kembali nak bukak laman sesawang ak ney... money reason naper ak jump dr blog ker bloog... biarlah ia berlalu... bagaikan angin lalu ia pergi...

welcome 2011

nak ckp aper eks... erm... ikut flow jer.. n trying hard do the best for what coming next... end this semester with no regrets.. n working life.. trying very hard find new real job... then berserah...

Bye 2010...

start dgn say gudbye to 2010... that will be lost...full of memories and bring along new resolution for next 365 days...

thn 2010... 2 fasa dlm hidup ak.. means... either than penuhkan hidup ney dgn gelak tawa n sakit jiwa kat kampus.. tp awal thn yg menceriakan sbb ak praktikum... means 2 different kind of life...

awal thn yg menceriakan hidup ak... annexe and menara rabung... u make me found wonderful working life.. three type of department.. 3 building... 3 team of group.. many thing in and out... meet all wonderful people...

new environment... jam...every morning and evening... hang out after work... curik2 kuar maser keje... g wat keje luar.... mengenali jalan2 yg x tahu kat key el.. hafal building di tgh2 jln tun razak n jln bkt bintang... shopping2.... n hang out ngan fren sampai petang ahad.. x yah pikir dah beli tiket bas balik melaka ker blom... huhuhu...

try many kind of food... n pergi tmpat tnpa dirancang... n wat keje luar is da besh... sbb bley balik awal... n x yah terperuk dekat office... doing sport nite... n having fun.... suprise farewell party... mish all of them a lot... and not forgotten... telekom nite... having a enjoyable nite...

sambung cuti panjang yg besh... 3 bln dekat umah... sbb report dah hantar awal.. coz company nak masa last day... so... cuti is fun.. part tyme job... need money for hangout... n then happy2...

second phase... duk umah sewa baru.... doing new tradition...and continue previous tradition... manage to celebrate all my besties bday... u're da besh... using tradition cake... but different wonderful place we plan to celebrate... start wif bday saba... than on july bday tqah.. then next on august bday ak.. sept bday adah n last but not least bday dyla on nov... using same tradition cake wif different flavour...

n everything goes on.. with laugh n cries... past is past... life must go on.... welcome 2011...

pasta

Itulah sayang

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Adakah tandanya nampak dipandang
Kumbang rayu bunga bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati pernahkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpi mu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Hello Hello

Dapdaphan geori wireul seoseongideon naege
Seuchyeo deullineun mushimhan geu hanmadi
Hello Hello jogeum natseoreodo
Eosaekhaji anhatdeon joheun neukkim

Neoege gidaeeodo dweneungeolkka geokjeongseure
Mobshi gugyeojin jinshimeul pyeolchyeoboimyeo
Thank you Thank you
Geujeo gomabdaneun soljikhami jeonhaejigo isseo

Geuraeyo Hello Hello
Gwiyeoun naeui cheonsayo
Eonjena naeui gyeoteul jigyeojweoyo
Geurigo Thank you Thank you
Neoege hagoshipeun hanmadi No No No No
Gomabdaneun geu mal ppunijyo

Ilbureo teullineunge swibjin anha geureolsurok
Gyeondyeo naeneunge huhweman dweltenikka
I know I know
Geujeo utgoinneun bbiaeroga joheuljido molla

Ttaemudji anheunchaero ireoseol su isseulkka
Teoreo naebwado apeumeun ssahijiman
She knows She knows
Ije deoisangeun honjamaneui naeiri aniya

Geuraeyo Hello Hello
Gwiyeoun naeui cheonsayo
Eonjena naeui gyeoteul jigyeojweoyo
Geurigo Thank you Thank you
Neoege hagoshipeun hanmadi No No No No
Gomabdaneun geu mal ppunijyo

Sueopshi matdaewatdeon
Geumodeun sesangege
In sahaneun beobeul gareuchyeojun geudaejyo
Naemame neomchyeonaneun
I mellodireul
Neowa hamkke jikkyeogalgeoya

Geuraeyo Hello Hello
Gwiyeoun naeui cheonsayo
Eonjena naeui gyeoteul jigyeojweoyo
Geurigo Thank you Thank you
Neoege hagoshipeun hanmadi No No No No
Saranghandan gobaekboda
Gomabdaneun geu hanmadiro
Nae modeun mameul.. jeonhaeyo

A Good Day for Wind to Blow

Synopsis

Kwon Oh Bok is a a 19-year-old young woman/orphan who refuses to give up her dream of becoming a top illustrator. Because she grew up poor (and is still struggling), she is extremely frugal, and maintains an optimistic outlook on things. Kwon Oh Bok has nothing that she can call her own in her life-time, not even the little room that she stays in. However, her hot temper will flares whenever she witness any injustice.

Atok tido....

incident ney berlaku lepas antor abah ak g masjid taman mawar... ak akak mak n si danish nochi ney duduk santai.. bukaklah tv1... nak menunggu waktu zuhur bg kami yg perempuan ney.. n jd penggalak kepada si nochi.. bila ko baligh besar nanti.. hari jumaat apa yg dier kene wat.. heehhe...

tiba2....

nochi: mak...(dgn suara kuat)... atok tidor.....

apakah? so kami pun terpa ke si nochi...

rupa2nya...


*gambar adalah hiasan semata2...

nochi nampak ader org tito masa khutbah solat jumaat... mungkin rupa org tersebut tua.. nochi bahasakan diri atok...

mungkin org tersebut sedang menghayati khutbah... so penjelasan bg bdk kecik yg berumur 2 thn.. org tersebut tito... kalu kami terangkan secara jelas.. bkn dier paham pown....

yerlah.. friday is hari yg paling di nantikan olehh semua lelaki di dunia yg muslim.. cos leh solat jumaat... other than all muslim men... tukang2 jual rojak n cendol juga sudah sedia menunggu di tepi2 masjid...

scenario paling besh... ak paling suka hantar abah solat kat masjid wilayah... selain kami yg menunggu ney.. leh mkn mee udang yg shedap bangat... kami juga boleh membeli belah tudung kat depan bangunan kompleks kerajaan... hehe...

ish2.... kalu tyme solat jumaat... rasa mcm malaysia ney ader golongan perempuan jer.. hahaha...

Super Star

You’re My superstar
나만의 멋진 허니허니허니
언제 어디서나 날 지켜준 지니지니지니
You’re My shining star
내마음속을 환히 비춰줄 단 한 사람
세상에서 유일한 그대는 나만의 superstar

보고싶고 가슴은 두근두근 빨리 달리고 오늘도 예이예이예
내맘은 자꾸자꾸만 떨려오고 내일도 와우와우와
매일매일 담을래 이 기억들 다 너와내가 가득준비 한 행복
영원히 아니 그보다 더 오랫동안 날 지켜줄 유일한 사람

You’re My superstar
나만의 멋진 허니허니허니
언제 어디서나 날 지켜준 지니지니지니
You’re My shining star
내마음속을 환히 비춰줄 단 한 사람
세상에서 유일한 그대는 나만의 superstar

나를보면 가슴이 두근두근 빨리 달린데 어쩐지 예이예
날볼면 자꾸자꾸만 떨려온데 어떡해 와우와우와

I will promise you 욕심많은 세상이 널 밀어내도
언제까지나 난 수줍은 클레멘타인 i’m so happy

You’re My superstar
나만의 멋진 허니허니허니
언제 어디서나 날 지켜준 지니지니지니
You’re My shining star
내마음속을 환히 비춰줄 단 한 사람
세상에서 유일한 그대는 나만의 superstar

You’re My superstar
내가슴깊이 숨겨놓은 그 보석같은
내삶의 유일한 그대 나만의 superstar

You’re My superstar
namanui meotjin heoniheoniheoni
eonje eodiseona nal jikyeojun jinijinijini
You’re My shining star
naemaeumsogeul hwanhi bichwojul dan han saram
sesangeseo yuilhan geudaeneun namanui superstar

bogosipgo gaseumeun dugeundugeun ppalli dalligo oneuldo yeiyeiye
naemameun jakkujakkuman tteollyeoogo naeildo wauwauwa
maeilmaeil dameullae i gieokdeul da neowanaega gadeukjunbi han haengbok
yeongwonhi ani geuboda deo oraetdongan nal jikyeojul yuilhan saram

You’re My superstar
namanui meotjin heoniheoniheoni
eonje eodiseona nal jikyeojun jinijinijini
You’re My shining star
naemaeumsogeul hwanhi bichwojul dan han saram
sesangeseo yuilhan geudaeneun namanui superstar

nareulbomyeon gaseumi dugeundugeun ppalli dallinde eojjeonji yeiye
nalbolmyeon jakkujakkuman tteollyeoonde eotteokhae wauwauwa

I will promise you yoksimmanheun sesangi neol mireonaedo
eonjekkajina nan sujubeun keullementain i’m so happy

You’re My superstar
namanui meotjin heoniheoniheoni
eonje eodiseona nal jikyeojun jinijinijini
You’re My shining star
naemaeumsogeul hwanhi bichwojul dan han saram
sesangeseo yuilhan geudaeneun namanui superstar

You’re My superstar
naegaseumgipi sumgyeonoheun geu boseokgateun
naesarmui yuilhan geudae namanui superstar

Prosecutor princess

Synopsis

Ma Hye Ri is a woman with an excellent memory and ability to focus, which allowed her to pass the bar exam with ease. Despite her talents, she is more interested in being fashionable and dislikes hard work so she is far from being an ideal prosecutor and has doubts about her suitability for her job. Through her conflicts with senior colleagues and struggles with difficult cases; however, Hye Ri gradually matures into a brilliant prosecutor with a sense of duty and justice.

my weekend

this weekend after long2 time just break at home..



full with weds day... following end of November till today... it was love month... full with nasi briyani nasi minyak nasi arab n many delicious food... n lovely colour of dais... n weds day was memorable n lovely occasion that i love to attend even some of invitation have i refuse to go.. sorry my friend k shaz and keena cant go to your weds day...



girls day out... my mary2 peeping.. peeps you rock my day... with movie marathon.. wat to do next.. eat cup cake... lovely... it was Bisou @ Bangsar... even first tyme makan.. shame on me... right after my sis bought our some.. feel want it with our mary2... then girls talk... window shopping @ Bangsar Village.. then we just 'park benches'... since school.. we love to do that.. school.. is miserable and irritating... but when we're together.. everything was sweet and memorable.. hope we back to that time...

The Warrior's Way

The Warrior's Way is a 2010 fantasy action film starring South Korean actor Jang Dong-gun as well as Kate Bosworth, Geoffrey Rush, Danny Huston and Tony Cox. It was written and directed by Sngmoo Lee, and produced by Barrie Osborne, who also produced Lord of the Rings.



synopsis

In the 19th century, a warrior named Yang (Jang Dong-gun) is ordered to kill the last member of an enemy clan--a baby. He refuses the mission and flees with the child to a dilapidated town in the American West. Despite his attempts, his enemies close in on him and he must fight to protect the child and his newfound comrades: Ron (Geoffrey Rush), the town drunk, and Lynne (Kate Bosworth), both of whom have a tragic past.

Footnote: awesome... besh...