celebrate pre besdey

macih... sye sambut bre celebration semalam.... kat SHANRI LOW restoran.. branch Ampang...

see the pics...











makanan semua besh seperti di atas.... thax a million too...

Besday Saya

5 hb besday saya n abah saya.... hehehe... mood saya sgt baik hari tuh.. saya cuba reply wish besday sebaik mungkin pd hari tersebut... n thanx for all da wishes... dikiranyer bln 8 aderlah bln yg amat comel bg saya.... hahha... sbb sy dilahirkan pd bln ini.......



pada 24 thn yg lepas... tanggal 5 hb... lahirlah seorang baby girl yg comel... with weight >3 kg.. OMG... comell sgt.. hahahah... begitu byk kepayahan ibunya.... kerana baby ney lasak sgt dlm perut ibunya.. kerana dia lilit 3 kali... so ibu dier terpaksa mintak bidan urut utk kembalikan baby dier yg terbelit ney... so dah nampak sgt dr baby belum lahir dah aktif gler n supposed nakal... di sambut dgn kain kuning... pergh.. ingat lahir anak raja ker... tp mana ak taw.. ak dgr citer.. kesahihan sila tanya warha hosp assunta yg sambut baby tersebut.... lalu diberi nama NOOR AZAH... saya suka nama itu.. terima kasih semua... kalu kiter x suka nama yg kiter bawa for the whole life... sila suka.. hahaahah

dia dibesarkan dlm family yg all girls.. so saya x der abg n tak der adik.. kasihan saya.. tp sayer x kisah.. hahaha... saya adalah tersangat lasak pd zaman kegemilangan saya.. setakat panjat tembok umah sbb nak lari dr pecahkan brg.. tarak hal.. tp yg pelik syer x reti main getah.. normalkan? hahaha....

biler saya besar.. keaktifan saya terserlah sbb saya menang pertandingan lari di waktu tadika... hahaha.. padahal sukaneka jer.. huuhu... biler bersekolah... sya lebih rela lari sekolah dari lari kat padang... OMG... darjah satu dah tunjuk otai.. bkn itu saja bakat saya.. setakat lari dr klinik gigi n kedai gambar.. saya lah tuh... maka bila saya besar... saya suka bergambar n tak pulak jd doktor gigi... hahha...



biler sekolah menegah saya dah sekolah area puchong... saya beraktif hoki... saya suka hoki... Keevan Raj mmg buah hati lah maser tuh... sanggup pergi turun stadium PJ tgok deme praktis hoki... sorak lah dkat kerusi tuh... alasan awal nak gi lib pj padahal gi tgok buah ht ku main... cet.. perasan lah kan...

dah besar sket lg... masuk asrama.. aloha.. i loike... kenal org br.. leh jenjalan kawasan baru.. wa pergi pahang... pengalaman besh.. wa dah dekat ngan nature dah.. naik sampan... besh.. 50 sen jer.. kuih pelik2 yg sedap.. makan ikan patin... makan nasi lemak comel... suker sgt....

dah makin besar... school kat perak plak... besh jugak.. first tyme belajar duk umah sewa.. sepanjang 3 thn zaman belajar tuh.. 6 tempat tinggal.. sem pertama haruslah hostel yg x besh... sem dua duk umah sewa... area kg balun... banjir plak.... dah ader pengalaman banjir... hahah... next sem pindah bandar wawasan plak... umah besh.. next sem pindah sbb praktikal.. lepas praktikal pindah kg plak.. next sem nyer pindah kg sebelah.. so kami kaum NOMAD... x duk setempat dalam waktu yg lama.. bertambah kenalan...

dah tuer... kene pindah melaka.. 3 thn lg.. sini sekolah bandar sket.. akhirnya.. so zaman keje giler bermula.. wa dah ader kaki beb.. tgok gamabr kat fb tu br separuh dr yg sebenar.. xkan nak reveal.. so reveal yg bek2 jer.. x pernah follow plan... sbb slalonyer x jadik kalu plan.. duk umah mmg mcm cacing kepanasan lerw... motor ker kete ker bas ker.. sapu.. kepada kawan2 'psychosocial' cam kiter owg.. happening... rindu korang.. cepatlah habis weh belajar tuh.. duk utem lelamer pun wat per... hahahha...tgah bln ney br deme habis... habis awal pown x besh... tp salah sorang dah nak tng thn depan kawen.. hurm... dah tgal 3... hehehe...

zaman skang br bermula... hahaha... mcm tulah nasib bdk yg lahir hari ney... huhuhu...

BDAY entry

hepy bday to all AUGUST baby.... xkisahlah wat age u are...okay...



i wish...

happy bday...
semoga sihat selalu...
ceria selalu...
success dlm segalanya...
n...
take care....

nah



bday present



and plus



n having fun bday day....

wut a day...

tgok video ney... love dentyne punya competition... mmg minat ngan winner.. salah sorang calon fav.. even x pegi pown maser comp tuh... support...

who says

cheer up azah...

cengeng

hari ney hujan... mcm tu jugak ak... mood sekarang ney sayu jer... dah lah mmg dasar cengeng... touching sket meleleh sudah... nak wat cemana hati tisu... pernah x korang marah sgt.. sampai x tahu nak kata apa... apa korang wat? kalo ak... nangis... sah2 mmg ak cengeng kan... touching sket... cengeng... sakit sket... cengeng... plg worst tengok org nangis ak pown tumpang sekaki gak...

tp hari ney ak mmg depressed giler... sangat touching... terasa macam org luar sgt... kalu teringat balik mmg bley cengeng lg sekali... huwawawa.... td perasaan marah + kecewa + hampa = cengeng.... sbb ak x leh luahkan... kalu sekali ak dah kene sound jgn fight back.. dengar jer... mmg ak x ckp sampai bila2... bila dah terkunci dalam hati xkan kuar sampai biler2... mungkin rasanya... cara begitu lebih di hargai.. biarkan...

paling ak kecewa sampai ak bertekad n mencalarkan perasaan ak sgt2.. biler... statement.. "biler ader org luar...." moral of the story jd lah hipokrit.. mmg ak salah... masalahnya... statement di atas...itu... ak akan anggap org luar sampai bila2 pun...

bila jd org luar... ak x kan jd diri sendiri 100%... kene pikir pandangan org luar itu... so lebih azah 'diam'...

ok thanks bye...

break fasting in a car

huwaaa... cedeynyer... semalam breakfasting dlm kete mkn kurma yusoof taiyob yg keras tuh... cet nak jugak mention kan... semalam should bee 730 pm ak dah sampai umah... tp sbb akak ak masuk jln yg jem.. merasalah jln yg supposed 10 miit jd 30 min... dgr katanya semalam ader pesta aper ntah....

hari ney sakit tekak lah der... huwaaa.... sket lg kang hlg suara... ak semalam wat pamphlet jer kejenyer... nanti dah release kat sime darby ak upload... hehhee..

mlm smlm aper ntah angin tidur awal.....

choice

entry ney ak dpt ilham masa ak bermonolog bersendirian masa naik bas nak pergi keje pg td.. dah lah sampai tepat pukul 830am... tak boleh blahkan... tenghari ney sejuk jer... so mood ak pown mcm lovely jer...

pg td ak bermonolog tentang pilihan.. hhidup ney penuh dgn pilihan.. since ak dah start keje ak dah mula berfikir... mcm2 sebenarnyer kita boleh buat pilihan... contohnya tempat kerja... kenapa ak nak keje area key el.. haruslah sbb jawapannya ak nak ddk umah kan.. sejak zaman bersekolah lg ak keluar dr selangor..

sekolah menengah ak sekolah dekat pahang.. sampai spm.. br bercuti dekat umah 3 bln tunggu spm.. ak kene masuk poli... dapat dekat perak... 3 thn lah ak merantau... habis poli ak ddk umah 3 minggu jer... terus plak sambung degree dekat melaka... ak rasa thn ney ak bermulanya ak ddk umah n berpuasa bersama...

bile di fikirkan ramai lg org bekerja luar dr tempat tinggal... sbb tu ak kata ini semua bermula dgn pilihan... ada setengah org mmg nak keje di bandar.. mungkin ak patot bersyukur parets ak mmg tinggal kat key el... tp aper pun ak rasa walau di mana parents ak ddk.. ak ttp akan balik umah jugak...n bekerja di rumah...

semuanya pilihan... ak memilih di rumah... hahaah... tp jika dah berkeluarga? itu kalu dah berkeluarga... nanti lah pikir.... hahhaa...

1st day @ work

today 1st day puasa

today 1st day keje

today 1st tyme g keje kul 630am

today 1st tyme nek bas mini

today 1st tyme terlepas station ktm...

today 1st day buka puasa x ingat dunia...

lastly... miss u very much zaman belajar... n ptg td my girls @ gvr talk about mr eyes... hahaha...

saya rindu besties saya...

saya rindu kan besties saya... sila maafkan saya ini...

huwaaaa.... selepas sekian lama x jumper... after almost 2 month x jumper... akhirnyer tgah hr td... kami wat reunion.. yg kelakarnya... kami byk ddk dlm kereta n habiskan masa bersama.... we chit chat n gossiping...

area 1.30 pm besties ak jemput.. ak yg last lah.. sbb umah ak kat puchong.. kami mulakan perjalanan dgn pergi alamanda.. niat di hati nak mkn dkt taman warisan... lepas tuh ramai giler org.. kami terus balik mkn dekat bkt puchong... mkn makanan pantai timur... ader nasi kerabu nasi dagang n yg penting keropok lekor yg super sedap.... pergilah try kat rahimah kitchen berbaloi-baloi...

then perot dah kenyang meneruskan ekspedisi.. pergi ker bukit raja.... lalulah shah alam..ingatkan nak singgah seksyen 7 lepak minum.. tp x jadik plak... sbb ramai sgt org kat depan jackel tuh... biasalah sehari sebelum bermulanya ramadhan...

then seterusnyer nak pergi tmn connought nak collect member ak punyer road tax... settle dah.. seterusnyer follow jer road dah sampai key el.. lepak plak kat dataran merdeka... lalu jer sogo n maju junction mall.. ramai gleer gak org... sepanjang jln tar usah di kenang.. tp allowance tak masuk lg.. so no money no talk lah maa.....

seterunyer terus balik umah.. nasib bek jln x jem sgt.. lalu dpn mid valley then amik jln puchong balik umah ikot jln klang lama...

dah sampai puchong... lepak minum dekat restoran belanga.. babe dah lama x mengeteh mcm ney.. miss that tyme very much... akhirnyer dpt wat mcm dulu.. ingat janji kiter nak buka sama okkay...

even gossiping.. keluarlah mcm2 cerita.. termasuk citer di genting... hahah... dah lama gak ak x wat keje giler... n berceriter seperti tiada hari esok... n to mr eyes ur name disebut.. sila jgn batok2.. hahhaha... those pics.. memorable.. shy2 cat jer ak ney....

akhirnya balik umah n make sure sumer org balik before maghrib... selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa n solat terawikh....

letter for future me

dear future me,

hi. i'm you, only five years younger... important question.. are you finally happy? its strange how i value this absent happiness now but yet find ways to excuse myself from it. i hope you're no longer like me! please tell me that you're at a stage where you no longer think a man will complete yo. or that a big mac will make you fat. i hope that everything going well for you right now, and you're doing something you love. i just wanted to remind you of the biggest lesson that came from what happened during those 2 years. today is a good day. no matter how bad things get, no matter how difficult it might be to go on, no matter how pointless everything might feel, today is always going to be 'good day' because you're still here , living one more day in your life.there are other lesson from that day as well, stay close to your friends, cherish the family you have left. be a little more selective to whom you open your heart to. eat more fruit. but most of all, remember to cherish the day THAT YOU HAVE

freedom

what does freedom mean to you?
possessing the ability to follow your instincts, knowing nothing is in your way.

how do you see yourself in 10 years?
someone who still make other laugh, or an explorer...

harry potter

finally.. dpt gak tgok harry potter.. hari tuh ingat nak tgok kat genting... 3d jer ader.. cet.. mahal melampau plak.. finally ptg td dpt gak ak tgok.. hahahah...

ending yg besh... hehe... personally ak suker ending dier.. hehe.. sweet giler anak harry potter... ader satu scene yg menyentuh ht.. maser dier meet family dier b4 he really want to die... ker ak mmg ratu air mata... ceh ak tgok teater pun menangis.. hahahha...

the rest mmg best... coz ak baca novel dier.. even bkn collecter tp ak sudi gak pinjam buku tuh.. tp baca novel lg besh... same goes to citer twilight.. this yr gak kuar twilight - breaking dawn... even dah thu flow citer ttp excited nak tgok movie dier...

kedekut...

My mom said.. Never say never...'kedekut' with 3 things... firstly.. with a book.. second with foods.. and lastly with myself... heheheh... but financial planning must done from the first pays..

desire and needs... if it is before shopping.. supposed list all the desire and needs.. one step at the shopping complex with the beautiful number of discount.. all the desire will be decreasing slowly and will be added to needs prioritize... hahaha...

window shopping is nonsense for me.. if no money never ask me to go shopping.. simple right? my money.. not others money.. if i have to company someone to go shopping i will confirm that in my pursue at least have 50 ringgit.. enough for car fuel, toll, ticket movie and foods...

but I missed to do those thing with my besties.. missed you already.. since you have to extend your class up to 3 months.. reason of accreditation… miss you a lot…

usha

huwaa... semenjak dah start duk umah ney.. haruslah jari jemari ak rajin nak update blog kan... yerlah pc ngan lcd 17' ney mmg luas pemandangan... puas hati dgn streamyx... owh unifi biler lah boleh guner... hahhaha....

td br balik dr breakfast dkat 2nd tempat fav breakfast.. restaurant 'pedas' dekat tesco tuh... then gi usha tempat keje... okay sila byr tol 4.4 setiap hari yer.. kalu naik motor free.. lalalla.... naik moto jimat.. lg pown dekat jer dgn umah.. btol2 lepas summit usj yg tak best.. x per leh lepak kat 'canyon black coffee'... beshnyer....

huwaaa... allowance pown 1500 ader hati nak mkan tmpat mahal.. puasa di ruumah beshnyer.. yer lah dari zaman sekolah dah merantau school jejauh.. memuler school kat pahang.. then dipl kat perak n degree dekat melaka.. nasib bek master part time n boleh piilih sendiri.. if not negeri maner lg.. tp ak teringin gak gi sabah sarawak.. huwaaa nangish...

lepas raya leh start balik gym hokkay... yerlah badan dah nek okay.. badan ak sihat walafiat after school.. yerlah ak dah stop hackey mendadak giler... mmg makan tidur aderlah fav.. maser praktikal ak join gym for 6 month.. dah balik melaka.. just main futsal ngan badminton.. so mari lah ber 'squash' kembali.. ayuh sihat kan minda...

nak swim... biler eks.. lepas raya okay... semua lepas raya.. mmg lambat lah mid term goal ak... 'scuba diving' license... huhuhu... jet ski dah try bawak sendiri okay... jom bercuti nak.. hahahha... waaa... fulus wa tarak... plan balik lerw...

okay... skang turn ak masak k.. panggilan pulau okay.. hari ney menu... nasi tomato.. yummy...



silalah menjamu mata jer....

journey

dag dig... step seterusnyer sekarang ney career... cemaner eks.. short term goal.. carik keje yg penting wat master part time... antara calon univ aderlah um.. sbb antara univ yg dekat ngan umah.. kalu sbb yuran.. uitm plg murah.. heeheh...

td dah usha program dekat um.. master in telecommunication.. menarik.. mmg kesinambungan course ak lah.. tp ak suker psychology.. if ader rezeki ak nak usha course psychology after short term goal ak termakbul... doa2lah...

yg course psycho tue ak dah usha dekat help institute.. hehehe... ramai tanya naper tak sambung full time master... entah tp ak nak career.. n at the same time nak capai2 impian ak.. mungkin phd tu jauh... tp usaha tangga kejayaan...

td dah wat cashflow planning.. yuran master utk setahun leh guna balance wit scholar yg balance.. scholar ak ader lg sethn.. oleh sbb course ak 4 thn dah di transfer credit jd 3 years... so leh gune utk masa depan... hahaha... utk balance lg sethn.. simpan wit lah dr wit keje...

itu antara planning.. utk keje start mgu depan.. ingat nak carik umah sewa area usj.. keje pun deekat energy and utilities sime darby.. area usj 7.. so menjimatkan masa... weekend balik puchong...

then.. ckp pasal sdmap (sime darby management apprentice programmed)dah habis dah pg td.. the whole morning dgn mata ngantuk sbb semalam lepak kat goh tong jaya ngan bebudak ney.. having black coffee at genting.. best jugak.. layan jer...

n about ceremony pg td.. just biasa jer.. plg tak sangka award about bussiness communication tuh.. okay.. ak mmg blur jer masa amik award tuh.. ak tak taw dr segi aper yg dia org judge.. even test pown ader yg lebih bek ok.. what ever it is thanks jugak.. millions okay... to Sir Ijan n the english fasi too... will add you in social network later...

n... see ya...

hati

sambil ak wat post ney ak tgah dgr lagu kiss - because im a girl... mmg sedih giler.. sesuai dgn entry ak ney.... nak cakap ttg hati.. tp ak sendiri tak tahu ap yg ader dlm hati...

hati?
ko sihat tak....?
sakit yg lama dah terubat ker?

ak rasa ak memerlukan kekuatan hati lain untuk bertaut... untuk refresh kembali... tp hati ak tak pernah mati.. sbb adernnyer kasih sayang... ak sayang kan semua org.. even pd org yg sakitkan hati ini...

mata selalu tertaut... kenapa hati ini tak membenarkan mata yg tertaut jatuh ke hati... bukalah hati... huwaaa... mcm sedih nor... kan...

entahlah.. ak sentiasa mencari kekuatan dgn membaca... tak kisah lah buku ker blog ker... kekadang ak rasa ak pelik jugak.. kalau org tanya ak.. cemana ak merawat hati yg luka.. ak ckp ak gi mph kinokuniya ngan popular... tp favourite spot ak mph midvalley... sbb biler ak membaca n fokus pada bacaan ak.. ak mcm berada di alam yg len n melupakan aper yg menyakitkan hati ak.. walaupun untuk seketika...

ak sedang bersedih ker? tak juga.. tp mood ak memainkan peranan penting... di kala umur nak masuk 24 thn ney.. ak lebih suka menjadi pendengar setia... ak lebih suka melihat n berfikir dr berkata2...

ke mana pergi azah yg suka kacau org.. yg suka wat dajjal.. n suka menyembang tak kire masa... n azah yg suka wat keje giler...

yg ak tahu azah yg suka wat keje giler masih ader.. tp kegilaan dier dah tak seperti dulu.. matangkah ak? entahlah... tp kesakitan membuatkan ak mati... oh zaman remaja ak baru bermula...

ak suka mata... dgn mata ak boleh kenali ht budi n keikhlasan.. ak suker mendengar sambil melihat anak mata... tp kekadang ak yg larikan anak mata.. malu ker? tak selesa ker? hahhaha.. tp ak suker.... jd lihatlah ke mata ak n katakan sesuatu yg tak boleh dikatakan dgn kata2...

setengah hati... ak sentiasa memberikan sepenuh hati... namun jika jiwa melayang ak tak tahu nak kembalikan...

but latelly nie pelik.. mata ini.. tp separuh hat ini.. hahahah...

mata ini suka melikat sepasang mata... mungkin sepasang mata itu should be had someone yg punya... ak yakin dier dah ader someone... age should be two years more dr ak... tp ak suka melihat mata itu... setiap kali mata ini tak boleh lari dr melihat mata itu.. to mrs sepasang mata... pinjam ek mr sepasang mata... for just two days left... nak tgok mr sepasang mata... heheeh.... lets moon be my confession... those eys will be seen tonite n tomorrow...

day after... those eyes will be invisible..n being far n cant go through even search in the dreams...

hahhaha....

finally i'm back

after half year i move from blogspot to tumblr... pintu hati terbuka kembali nak bukak laman sesawang ak ney... money reason naper ak jump dr blog ker bloog... biarlah ia berlalu... bagaikan angin lalu ia pergi...

welcome 2011

nak ckp aper eks... erm... ikut flow jer.. n trying hard do the best for what coming next... end this semester with no regrets.. n working life.. trying very hard find new real job... then berserah...

Bye 2010...

start dgn say gudbye to 2010... that will be lost...full of memories and bring along new resolution for next 365 days...

thn 2010... 2 fasa dlm hidup ak.. means... either than penuhkan hidup ney dgn gelak tawa n sakit jiwa kat kampus.. tp awal thn yg menceriakan sbb ak praktikum... means 2 different kind of life...

awal thn yg menceriakan hidup ak... annexe and menara rabung... u make me found wonderful working life.. three type of department.. 3 building... 3 team of group.. many thing in and out... meet all wonderful people...

new environment... jam...every morning and evening... hang out after work... curik2 kuar maser keje... g wat keje luar.... mengenali jalan2 yg x tahu kat key el.. hafal building di tgh2 jln tun razak n jln bkt bintang... shopping2.... n hang out ngan fren sampai petang ahad.. x yah pikir dah beli tiket bas balik melaka ker blom... huhuhu...

try many kind of food... n pergi tmpat tnpa dirancang... n wat keje luar is da besh... sbb bley balik awal... n x yah terperuk dekat office... doing sport nite... n having fun.... suprise farewell party... mish all of them a lot... and not forgotten... telekom nite... having a enjoyable nite...

sambung cuti panjang yg besh... 3 bln dekat umah... sbb report dah hantar awal.. coz company nak masa last day... so... cuti is fun.. part tyme job... need money for hangout... n then happy2...

second phase... duk umah sewa baru.... doing new tradition...and continue previous tradition... manage to celebrate all my besties bday... u're da besh... using tradition cake... but different wonderful place we plan to celebrate... start wif bday saba... than on july bday tqah.. then next on august bday ak.. sept bday adah n last but not least bday dyla on nov... using same tradition cake wif different flavour...

n everything goes on.. with laugh n cries... past is past... life must go on.... welcome 2011...