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Terasa lepas nyawaku saat ini. Saat kau ucap kata terakhir bagiku.Kau hancurkan mimpi-mimpiku. Tak ada rasa sedikit pun kau bersalah. Kau yang selalu berjanji akan selalu setia. Namun kini kau yang mengingkari. Ha…. tanggal 1 bulan 2 cintaku berakhir luka. Kekasih yang aku puja pergi tanpa alasan. Tanggal 1 bulan 2 tertulis dalam hatiku. Sejarah cinta yang rapuh, takkan pernah ku lupa. Percuma saja kasih sayang yang ku beri. Bila kau balas dusta, kau khianati cinta. Sia-sia pengorbanan ini.

To owner of tulang rusuk

"Don’t forget I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her."

To Azah Halim

"You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.”

To my future mr right please read

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

Remarks: Sometimes mr right comes walking.. that's why he's late

Ismeth Zariff Salihuddin

My handsome ever niece... Baby Zarif... born on 19th April 2013... good boy... love you so much...

Zariff,
Be healthy.. nice... macho and romantic as ever...
Love you till jannah...

Love,
Happiest aunty

Arissa Safiyya

My menantu was born... Welcome Arissa Safiyya.. finally by beautiful bff Pn Dylla Abu Samah selamat melahirkan puteri ney on 29th June 2013.. Happy for you guys... you are awesome mommy... Normal ok...

Arissa,

Hopefully become good daughter to my awesome mommy Adilah... let's grown up being beautiful, stand on earth, charming and adorable.. I'll be your good aunty forever...

Love,
ur future mother in law (berangan)

MEASAT

ak br lepas balik hub capacity management kat sini... beshnyer suasana kat sini.. nak jd NMC kat sini boleh... ha... start berangan sudah... humph....

JOMMM APPLY....

what kind of manager you are

hola muchacha...

be manager.. x bermaksud.. u ader pangkat manager dlm satu institusi... u can be manager for yourself... if you can manage yourself better.. than you can manage your staff peeps... pernah x korang terpikir... what kind of manager you are... i pernah tanya nie dekat one of my "him".. was become pm lately...  susahkan jd manager... gaji naik.. tanggungjawab pun naik... its time just not thinking of yourself tp... kene thinking other... responsibilities...

mungkin perasaan manager to other people tu x terasa sgt.. org kata x ader feeling.. cubit peha kiri.. peha kanan terasa... hump.. i miss my ex manager.. yg dier mmg mcm tuh.. x bermaksud when we puji our staff dier akan naik lemak.. or aper ker... tp itu mcm motivasi.. tp jgn terlalu kerap... wah... manusia kan mudah menginterpretasikan sesuatu benda mengikut apa yg ingin manusia percaya.. sedangkan hakikat...

ak pun bukanlah manager yg baik tuk diri sendiri.. so ak cuba perbaiki.. mcm mana ak nak manage my heart yg suka bertindak sendiri.. please heart communicate with brain efficiently... br lah jadi logik sket.. jgn terbang keawangan sorang2... but there's nothing...

xoxo,
NAAH

its raining...

hola...

Some people said.. beshnyer mandi hujan... i lurve do that kind of stuff gaks... rasa mcm fresh sgt... wah... lepas tuh feeling lagu hindustan.. ko mampooo.... hahahaa....

BUT...

guys... jgn mandi hujan selepas jerebu.. x bek tuk kesihatan.. sbb itu hujan asid...

THAT MEANS...

if tomorrow raining... i boleh mandi larh.... hik2... but... i lurve rain.. either it can make me smile or crying... its me...

jerebu make me insane

holla...

sekarang ney rasanyer semua org dah post pasal jerebu kan... adoyai.... jerebu oh jerebu... jerabu ney menyebabkan migrain ak bertambah... arghhh stress nyer... even tho ak mmg pki mask every time ak kuar... tp........ migrain tp ado... tolong...

Nite Peeps

Hausnyer...

mengidam ney...

Dylla Abu Samah

miss my best frenz a lot... doa kan semoga selamat bersalin sayang...

Bawa daku pergi

Bawalah daku pergi bersama mimpi2 mu... azah wake up... ur not teenagers anymore to fall so easily... but my heart say so.. to believe everything what he say... swing with his laugh... believe with his wisdom.. furthermore i loose with his squinting... laugh with all bloody joke... response with all his condemnation...

the truth his not belong to you... u know he truth colour.. WAKE UP!!!

xoxo
NAAH

My Zara Sofea

migrain n feverish

Hi all...

lamanya x tulis blog... byk luahan hati ney... but sekarang kita citer pasal demam... as usual mmg diperakui... ak mmg mudah dijangkiti.. season berubah pun ak demam... thats me... kena panas paler pening.. oleh kerana mmg sedar kekurangan diri... sedia kan payung sebelum hujan... last week... he fever... n ak mmg x sangka dier attent meeting... tanggungjawab kan... bukan senang nak jd pm kan... then when pergi mkn.. ha.... bersin... n keesokan... mcm biler tgok langit mendung.. korang mesti kata akan hujan... seperti ramalan.. esoknya ak demam... tp datang kerja jugak.. sbb demam menyerang maser masuk air cond kat office... terus pap... sejuk satu badan... sejoook nyer... tp apa nk dikata...

migrain pasti akan menyusul pd mlmnyer... tp kan esok ader monthly meeting... terpaksa gagah...

budak demam,
NAAH