Officially missing you

 Dearest,

it hard to know  that you belong to someone.. and for this break you away from me... hide my love and my jealousy is too hard... pretend nothing happened is the hardest... to layan you same as others was crazy... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKd2urlkSU8&feature=player_embedded why this too crazy... this song dedicate to you...



All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
It's official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

Raya and birthday

its hard this time... it will be my first bday without abah... it will be my first raya without abah... tears is coming through...

awak... awak... awak... saya x kuat.... saya lemah... sila pertahankan saya... sila kuatkan diri saya... saya x mampu menempuh bday n raya saya sendirian.... saya lemah... apa makna bday bg saya tahun ney...apa makna raya utk saya thun ney....