hurmm... actually terlalu byk benda yg dipikirkan.. sampai x tahu mana yg wat dulu... bday gal should be in peace.. it is.. end of the day too much argument within my inner side.. entalah.. rasa mcm stuck in space... yup.. i'm feeling mellow again... i hate it... encouragement light.. i'm searching for it... naper mesti nak distress kan diri sendiri... sebab x ada keyakinan diri.. i need my space... please...
tp others factor yg menyebabkan ak still di sini... mampukah ak bertahan lagi seminggu.. mampukah aku... daya kah ak... oh Tuhan jika ini yg terbaik utk ku ak redha.. bkn nak doing something fun or else.. i just need breathe with the clearly mind... and be me again...
